The meta is always changing drastically, there is no constancy in which champ is strong, or which is weak, besides the same 15 to 30 champs that are always strong and will always dominate the meta.The champs I play are genuinely shit compare to the ones that are meta.It's not balanced, either you stomp or is stomped.I think the main reasons that I dislike League is the following:

And right now the only reason that kept me playing is a guy that I am trying to start a relationship with, the only problem is that league is his only interest and I was invited to play with him only 4 times in the first 2 weeks of we seeing each other, and now every other time he is online (on League and/or Discord) he is playing with someone else and excuses it by saying it's training for Clash (which I don't doubt) but it still hurts me, especially to think that he doesn't invite me to play because his friends think I am hot garbage and I'm too low elo to play with him/them. To start I know I am a bad, hard stuck piece of silver shit, and many times before I almost gave up on this game. This may seem like a convoluted mess, but I have to get talking about it all because it impacts my experience in one way or another. I am a relatively recent player of League (started in 2017) and just can't play this game anymore.

Does poki play league anymore